JannaRafell<3

2009-06-05T08:15:00.000-07:00

We are bck nw!!! New update coming up!

2008-11-15T06:04:00.000-08:00

Its been hard tyme for me this few week.. Werkin non stop n less thn a thousand for my pay.. Werkin airport is great but the job there reali give ppl PENYAKIT.. Jus imagine tat now me n the rest of the gerl has to puch WHEELCHAIR!!!! PUSHING WHEELCHAIR ard the terminal 1 wit high heel n uniform!!!!! Hmm but so far im the lucky one tat didnt have to push wheelchair yet!!! Me in tis size pushing wheelchair cnt imagine tat!!!! HAHAHA ppl in the ofis keep on laughing and askin me whether i cn make it or not..

As for ma life wit babylove.. We been great for the past week but tins pop up worse and thankful everytin is bck to normal!!! We seldom met noe even tok over the fone lyke we used to for hrs cause due to werkin shift.. He werk am shift while i werk pm shift... So we need to korban for our sake... Hmm well jus hope bitches out there n jerk out there don even disturb us anymore!! ONLI GODS KNOW HOW MUCH WE NEED EACH OTHER SO MUCH!!!

Well now for ma off day i always went out wit ma lup2 auni n lup2 ayu.. Spend tyme wit them after a long tyme we separated due to some cases.. Its good tat 3 of us is back togther.. And last 2 week i went bck to sch wit ma other LUP2... WAWA N WANO.. We sch spend reali alot of tyme togther.. We reali miss alot!!!! HOPE TO CATCH UP WIT GERLZ!!! MA OFF DAY KITE KUAR K.... I WILL MAKE A DAY!!! Sorie if tat short dae didnt make ur dae... I LOVE ALL MA LUP2!!! AUNI AYU WAWA WANO!!! LOVE THEM AND NOT FORGETIN MA SON PUT2!!!!

UPDATE MORE WIT PIC WHEN IM FREE!! TAKE CARE ALL!!

2008-10-19T23:11:00.000-07:00

19 AUGUST,went jln raya with JTH member.. But kite semua naik kerete,total 3 car.. HAVE FUN REALI WIT THEM ALTHOUGH DH LAME TK JUMPE.. HAVE FUN AND LAUGHTHER.. Tis yr kite jln raya semua rmh tk masak so semua kelaparan,dtg ma hse je order pizza and kite semua karoke, more pic update soon ya!!

2008-10-14T06:51:00.000-07:00

ON 11OCT LUP2 semua plan tat we shd go ut together.. So we mit up at 11pm at east coast to celebrate ma birthdae on the dot.. It was such a great pleasure to have all ma syg wit me on 12am itself.. I was quite please wit babylov3.. Didnt notice the tyme when it was 12am,babylov3 called me and whisper to me and sae"HAPPY BIRTHDAE SYG!!!" and even he gave a birthdae kiss.. Sweet sey.. HAHAHA.. Yela last yr last person to wish although satu umah.. Ten after cutin cake still have left over so we gave to this 1 group of guy having camping,so damn sweet tat they sing a birthdae song for me.. They were more thn 10 guys.. After tat auni ned to go hm due to her son and me n the rest lepak at esp... It was such a lovely and memorable birthdae ever.. Rch hm 5am... THKS LUP2!!! LOVE U GERLZ.... AND THKS BABYLOV3!!!! FOR SPENDING MA BIRTHDAE TOGETHER WT MA LUPZ...

Went out wit aunt nora family,aunt ida family and ma family on 10 n 11 oct.. More pic updated soon!!!

2008-10-09T19:53:00.000-07:00

Second dae of raya ma father side sewe bus cm biase cause ramai sgt couzin...

2008-10-09T12:26:00.000-07:00

This is ma first tyme tat i ned to werk on first dae of hari raya.. Lucky i was at am shift finish werk at 230pm.. As usual went to nenek hse ten to wak saad hse...

2008-10-09T11:32:00.000-07:00

US ON FOURTH DAE RAYA!!

2008-09-05T03:18:00.001-07:00

I reali miss the tyme tat i spend wit ma family.. Now i been busy werkin all the while.. Off dae also i went out wit babylov3.. How ehk?? Now i been tranfer to transit.. Under triple s section.. SATS SPECIAL SERVICES.. New fren and new environment.. Miss ma ACM frenz... Should i continue wekin or look for a office hour job since tat i want to spend most of ma tyme wit famili.. As for babylov3, im happi right now wit him.. Jus wish tat tat bitch wont ever mess wit us again...

2008-09-04T07:19:00.000-07:00

Both of us airport staff.

2008-09-01T07:24:00.001-07:00

SOORRY CNT UPDATE BUSY WIT WERK!!

2008-08-08T21:05:00.000-07:00

2008-08-08T20:52:00.000-07:00

It been a long tyme since i update ma blog.. Well i jus busy werkin.. Now im werkin as an customer service agent at the airport.. At last werkin in airport again.. After werk onli,mit babylov3 ten went hm,sleep and wake up to go werk again.. Tat is ma daily rountine... Off dae i have no tyme for fren onli spend ma tyme wit babylov3.. New job was not bad.. Had make alot of new fren.. They are lyke ma sister now.. We share our problem together..

2008-07-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

2008-07-15T07:36:00.000-07:00

1 whole dae at hm.. Mom need to take care of ma lil couzin.. Gus wat mine and his birthdae fall on the same day.. 12 october.. And last yr when we were celebrating eve of hari raya,tis baby was born.. Anak dibulan syawal.. How sweet when i recalled bck when celebrating hari raya last yr, ma lil couzin were born on ma birthdae and eve of bulan syawal..Tis couzin of mine scared ppl. He will cry when he see any stranger near him.. But thankful ma mom play ard wit him and soon get use to ma mom. Hopefully tomolo tk nangis2.. Bsok i got interview again for customer service agent again.. Hopefully i get the job..

2008-07-14T09:00:00.000-07:00

Why must i been treated lyke tis??Where is all ma fren when i ned help?? I been at hm all tis while..JOB2.. No job No money.. I jus cnt ask ma parent money as i know both of them need money too,for all the bill and expenses for ma lil bro n sis.. I jus had no one to share ma problem wit.. NO ONE!! Cnt go to babylov3!! BABYLOV3 wont had the time for me,wont had the time to listen to me.. Tokin to him is lyke tokin to ma teddybear.. No respon..Wat i cn do is to cry?? CRY AND CRY!! Tis is ma fate in life.. I REALI WANT JOB TO SUPPORT MA FAMILY!! Cnt depend on babylov3 onli.. I reali love ma family cnt see them in pain or even difficulty.. So i ned to be strong in wateva ppl gonna sae abt me n family.. MA FAMILY IS EVERYTIN TO ME.. THEY WILL BE THE ONE WHO HELP ME OUT WHEN I NED HELP. Some frenz disappeared when we are in need.. OUR loved ones wont be bother about us n our problem sometime.. Thks for tis fren of mine who are there for me when i ned help.. Although we are not tat too close last tyme but now tis fren help me in any wae for me to be happy,cheer me up over the fone when hearin me crying.. THKS FREN!!!!

2008-07-13T10:15:00.000-07:00

Went to pesisi silat at bedok.. Accompany ma sister and support ma junior in competiton.. Been a long time since i join silat.. Out of the blue i was at silat competiton and cikgu was abit shocked seeing me tere.. Had a tok wit cikgu and the senior.. Cikgu wanted me bck but i not sure yet..

I MISS MA BABYLOV3!!!!

2008-07-12T11:58:00.000-07:00

Went to SINGAPORE EXPO,for some function tat shadowz team had.. Kutip derma for masjid.. Everytin end 7pm.. Went to uncle amir hse mkn2,after tat lepak at coffee shop wit aunt ida family,aunt nora,uncle basar,uncle nordin,uncle sam and aunt ruby plus son.. Have fun,laugh2 until 2am ten went bck hm..

2008-07-01T11:01:00.000-07:00

Today not feelin well,took mc,never go werk.. Ten babylov3 was sweet enough to accompany me and wana mit me.. Slalu nye mlz nk jumpe yelah pnat aru bis werk.. Babylov3 sampai ard 630pm,called and ask me to tman die buat sticker motor jap kt bwh.. 915pm everytin was done but still ada2 nk tambah.. Naek atas jap ten 10pm babylov3 alek sok keje pagi.. Ard 11pm gitu p mkn wit ma famili at geylang.. Mit up wit aunt ida n family and cik ruby n husband.. Alek dlm 115am.. The last pic was taken when ma younger bro n sister fell asleep.. KECIAN DIORG.. Kar till here bsok i werk morning.. Ten busy wit werk again.. Haiz..

2008-06-27T08:46:00.000-07:00

ITS ME WITH M&M AT WERK!!

PHOTO TAKEN WHEN EATIN LUNCH WIT WERK FREN!

JANA NURUL LYDIA & KAK YATI

2008-06-21T10:16:00.000-07:00

ME N KAKAK YATI AT WERK!!!

2008-06-18T08:24:00.001-07:00

BUSY WERKIN CNT UPDATE!!!

2008-06-12T22:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae was great.. Babylov3 dtg umah and accompany me while i was sick..Sweet of him to do tat.. Then at night we went for dinner outside wit uncle nordin and aunt ida family.. Went bck at ard 1 but babylov3 make a move first cause the next dae werkin morning shift.. Now im stuck at hm do notin,waitin for babylov3 to come bck hm..

2008-06-11T10:29:00.000-07:00

One whole day i stayed at home being sick.. Don know why mayb jangkit babylov3.. Doin notin but jus edit2 some pic and eat and sleep not forgetin wait for babylov3 finish werk.. He called me after werk ten he sae tdy tk yah kuar nanti mlm he come ma hse.. Since lyke tat i sae ok ar niwae i also sick no mood to kuar.. WAIT2 but tk muncul2 smp 2am.. TAKPE AR MAYBE DIE PENAT KOT KEJE.. Hmmm...

2008-06-09T08:13:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning went auni hse to take bck ma ezlink then mit babylov3 at tm to apply for his bike after werk. Went bck his hse get changed n terus kuar jumpe ma lup2,wani.. Lame tk jumpe,been busy wit werkin both of us so i get this chance to mit her sambil2 nk pinjam thumbdrive for tomolo presentation. Thks lup.. Mit lup2 at esp ten walk to marina sq makn long john and lepak at tangge marina.. Sit there lepak2,pantat sampi sakit ten we move to mustafa centre.. Kononnye shopin.. I brought maself a file and a card holder.. Tats all for today.. but i reali mis ma sch time when me wawa n wano always together in sch..

2008-06-06T13:01:00.000-07:00

US WIT OUR NEW BABY !!!!

2008-05-29T10:07:00.000-07:00

OK above is the pic taken at orchard wit ma famili.. Mit up aunt yos,aunt su her daughter n son,irdina,kak sly,anna,ilys... Went to far east plaza eat our lunch... And we saw fauzi laily.. HANDSOME SEY DIE... Mom action sey nk step amek pic dgn die tpi hmm malu... MALU TPI MAU !!! Hahaha.. Ok first shop kite singah,i bought a aju tat is onli 20dollar.. cn sae cheap ar.. its veri nice also.. k after tat bought shoe tat 2 for 10 dollar... walk to duty free shop,walk2 check the make up shop,beg and shirt... Hehehe then over tat shopin centre kite ape lagi singah at the toilet and snap some photo since kt luar tkleh mek pic...Have fun but MISSING HIM!!! Now i left wit ma skin care,make up and ma hair do to complete... SCH I BUY MAKE UP OR SKINCARE OR HIGHLIGHT MA HAIR???? STILL THINKING!!!

2008-05-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

BABYLOV3 dah ada new bike sey!!! Suke sey die!!! Hmm hapi for him.. Akhirnya dpt jgk motor yg die nk.. YEAH im the first person to ride on wit him!!!! Hopefuli he will take gd care of it!!! JGN SUKE2 GODEH TAU BIKE TU!! MASI BARU LAGI TAU NANTI ROSAK PLAK.. Motor kr takmau plak dilupekn k!!! Photo of the bike will update soon ya!!! Went to simpang,mkn.. Ten went to esp to chill out for a while.. Yelah motor aru kn so die nye feel masi ada and nk ar cube bwk jauh2.. But right i still prefer the kr thn new bike cause kn die nye seat keras,sakit bontot lame2 duduk.. Aniwae i still like the bike also ar.. I HAPI FOR BABYLOV3 IN GETIN A NEW BIKE AFTER A LONG OF TIME WAITIN!!!

2008-05-27T08:40:00.001-07:00

27 05 08!!!! 1 YRS had passed!!! We had been through alot of thick n thin together!!! But till now our relationship had becamin better and better.. Haiz hopefuly noone of us buat pragai lagi sudah.. Hehehe.. Notin actuali happen today,went to tm buy his stuff.. Actuali i have sometin for him but tk sempat nk buat so lupekn je ar.. Went shoppin n get for him stuff.. WALLET!!! Hope tis tyme round wallet tu tk hancur.. Haiz.. How i wish i could make his day??? But never mind still enjoy the day wit him.. Lastly we went eat SWENSEN at marina sq.. Hehehe babylov3 first TYME sey mkn swensen.. SO IM PROUD to be the first gerl who bring him to tat kind of place.. The reason die tk nah masok swesen is cause mahal sgt die kate.. OK since he say tat i tot of blanje him but end up die yg nk byr.. HEHEHE SWEET KN!! Now wat i ned to do is to get someone to accompany me to buy raincoat for him!!!

I LOVE MA BABYLOV3 SO MUCH OK!!!

2008-05-25T09:45:00.000-07:00

TODAY i get to sleep at ma own hse.. Hmm last 2 day sleepin over at ma couzin hse(pasir ris).. The first was actuali bored.. But soon later on 2 dy it was great,damn great.. Had our laughter,joke ard wit aunt yos ard.. Hahaha.. It was been a very long tyme tat we last mit up.. I mean the couzin.. Actuali yesterday kite semua nk maen bowling but ten it was damn full sey.. Tot of watching movie but we cnt decided wat movie to share so we also skip it.. Hahaha..Went bck hm.. At hm, played monoploy hahaha,the best part was when bb claimed to be brankrupy and four of us don know actuali the whole game shd end.. I tot it will be ma very happy day but soon at abt 2am,ma heart has been shattered.. MA BABYLOV3 lied to me.. He shd jus sae he was at club,tk ya tipu2 sey.. I waited at hm for him.. I cnt slp,wat i do is jus think abt him.. Why sangup sey he tipu me.. Pelik ! But nah its ok.. Let him have fun wit his fren but ....... IF HE BREAK MA TRUST AGAIN, i will jus ..... I CNT AFFORD TO LOSE HIM SIA..

2008-05-24T00:53:00.001-07:00

IM SORIE BABYLOV3!!!

2008-05-22T08:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to TOA PAYOH wit mum n sis.. Planned wanna open an acct for ma saving but tk jdi.. Hahaha tungu ayah alek.. Ten Babylov3 mit us at toa payoh.. Walk2 ten wit mum but halfway through me n him went to look for dadi birthday gift but tkde kt toa payoh.. Decided to go to TM and look for one.. MAMA asked to look for polo t at Bosini.. Cause dadi suke pakai.. Hahaha.. Ten we went to BUSU hse(babylov3's aunt hse) to celebrate dadi birthdae.. I felt so happy tat afer 2 day never mit babylov3 and after the fight,we are bck as per normal.. Have fun wit his famili,tok,joke ard.. Hahaha time fly fast..When busy entertain his cousin we went hm,yelah babylov3 the next day kene werk morning.. Haiyo.. Takpe2 next tyme ada..

TODAY i reali had fun wit ma BABYLOV3.. Went bck ma hse,eat our dinner and karaoke!!! HAHAHA!!! How i wish tat it will the same for everday life.. I reali cnt afford to lose him!!! Although i know there are ppl out tere who dont lyke to c us together,we still are strong to be wit each other side... Im sorie hater tat u ned to endure wit it ya!!! WE LOVE EACH OTHER VERY MUCH OK!!!

2008-05-20T15:12:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU!!

ONLI YOU,ZAHRIN!!!!

2008-05-19T08:12:00.000-07:00

i love you but why u treat me lyke tis??? Bkn u sorg sey pnat keje.. Beh i nie tk pnat ke keje?? Walaupon i tdor dua tige jam je pas tu bgun keje 9 jam ten sambung alek kuar dgn u.. I tk nah miss sey penuhi niat u tu.. Walaupon i byk complain tpi i tk nah abaikn u sey pas werk.. Werk i 8 jam bediri tkde dok2 atleast u ada jgk dok2,rilek..I bkn tk behati perut tpi fikir ar perasan i atleast.. MANE JANJI2 U SELAME NIE!! I keje utk dptkn duit utk kite kuar, utk kite biar senang.. Beh u dpt duit je,abiskn duit kt motor.. MOTOR TU boleh ke kasi u anak leh ke khawin dgn u!!! Leh ke?? I tk mrh u nk abiskn duit on motor tpi kite nk kuar je tkde duit.. Asyik2 mkn maggie... UP TO U K WAT IS BEST FOR US.. BUT u ingat nie k, i will always be tere for u walaupon susah senang k...

2008-05-19T01:42:00.000-07:00

I MISS MA COUZIN!!!!!!!

2008-05-19T01:22:00.000-07:00

YEAH!! My parent dah alek dari melake!!! But wat a pity they never buy for me anytin!!! Hehehee!!! For teh past 2 day,ma BABYLOV3 accompany me at hm.. FUN for the one whole day he was tere beside me.. Wat we did is we went to his aunt hse to visit her aunt and her nenek.. The fun was tere. I feel so much accepted by them.. I HOPE TAT IT WONT LAST SO FAST!! I LOVE MA BABYLOV3 SO MUCH!!!!

BUT ...... TINS HAPPEN... WHY ehk so much tins happen to every relationship tat is going so smooth???? STUPID IDIOT SMALL GERL WHO LOVE TO DESTROY PPL RELATIONSHIP... Now everytin is bck to normal!! Hope tat gerl wont disturb ppl relationship ya!!! Learn your lesson OK!!!

NOW i need to find $200 for ma babylov3 for his new bike!!!! Haiyo where ehk nk cari duit!!!

2008-05-16T22:40:00.000-07:00

Why must dak2 zaman skg like to destroy other ppl relationship??!!! Why ehk???!!! Tk laku ke diorg nk mek laki org!!! Oh ya!! Diorg masi adik2 nk fhm erti cinte!!! One day they will understand lar kn...

2008-05-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

On 10march went EMBUN after werk.. Have fun tere wit ma auntz unclez and couzin.. Karoke tere eat2 tere.. Get cal frm BABYLOV3 and was told tat we won second prize in ****.. Hapi sey.. Leh g shopin.. Tere went bck to shira hse tot of goin tere skjap je but all ma famili except ma bro sleep tere.. BABYLOV3 called me and he sae he slh baca abt the prize tpi actuali we came in first.. Hahahaha!!!! HAPI GILER SEY !! Told mak n ayah abt tat.. Alhamdulilah rezeki masok.. Wake up at 730am and was shocked tat shira tk tdor2 dari tat morning.. HAIYO, she leh thn sey.. Klau me hmmm sorie dh lame gone!!! Hahaha..

Went sarapan with aunt nur,uncle kamal and uncle holil.. Had roti prata ten went hm.. Reach hm je i mandi and siap2 go mit ma babylov3.. MISS HIM SO MUCH LAR SEY.. LONG tyme tat jln2.. After everytin i straight awy went hm cause goin out wit ma famili and ma aunt2 again to east coast to have a picnic for MOTHER DAY!!

For the rest of the day i werk2!!! CNT WAIT THUR!! MIT MA BABYLOV3!!! ALTHOUGH WE WERK AT THE SAME PLACE.. CHANGI AIRPORT but CNT MIT AT ALL.. BOTH BUSY WERKIN... MISS HIM LYKE HELL!! Hope he doin fine over at his new job!!!!

2008-05-07T23:50:00.000-07:00

On the 14 april i started werk at AIRPORT under LANCOME company.. I tot werkin tere will be borin but it turn out to be fun.. MAKE ALOT OF NEW FRENZ.. Now all of us are very close.. Werkin tere doesnt seem to be tiring at all.. But now i ned to stop werkin for a moment cause due to some of the promotion.. Stay at home so boring.. I WANT TO WERK!!!! Haiz...

When ma off day,i mit ma best frenz(atiqah) went shoppin at marina sq,joo chiat and lastly we had our drink at esp.. Hilangkn stress ar.. Hehehe

YEAH!! Ma babylov3 got a job alreadi.. HAPPY FOR HIM!! I hope he will not had a hard tyme werkin.. ALL THE BEST SYG IN YOUR NEW WERK.. WERK HARD K FOR OUR FUTURE!!!

ON the 3,4 of may his family had a chalet,i went tere after ma werk.. So sweet of BUSU to buy for me a shirt tat same wit all teh other lady in teh family.. Reach tere,slm nenek and all his aunt.. Hahaha wat reali touch ma heart its tat his nenek introduced me to his aunt tat im his tunang.. Hehehe sweet kn.. All hie family member lyke me to overnight tere but ma parent tk kasi sal sok keje pagi.. Hehehe.. So went hm at 12am,reach hm at 1am..

His pay dh masok beh he give his mom some of his pay.. Then he said tat his mom suruh save duit smp bile nk ajak anakdara org kuar je,suruh cpt get a talian.. Hahaha his family had put high hope on our relationship.. WILL IT LAST?? WONT HE PRAGAI LAGI?? Wat cn i do is lyke to serahkn pd takdir..

2008-04-15T21:38:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

ZAHRIN!!!

2008-04-13T08:25:00.000-07:00

Today went out wit BABYLOV3.. He cal ma mom and minta izin.. SWEET KN.. Cuase he know tat i cnt go out tats why he cal mintk izin.. Went to town since yesterday the plan was cancel.. Have our meal ten jln2 at lucky plaza,takashimaya.. Ten we move on to bugic.. Look for ma shirt for werk tomorrow but cnt find... Ok ten we move on to ESP.. Chill out tere tok2 abt future..(cm fhm) ten AYAH cal suruh blikn TULANG & MEE GORENG at beach road.. Otw to carpark we sempat snap some photo.. Hehehe.. I jus realise tat MA BABYLOV3 LOVE ME SO MUCH!! Although wit all the scolding i get frm him.. Yelah kai nie tkleh kuar dgn dekni tkleh.. HAIYO.. But wit all tat i know tat he care for me alot.. THKS DEAR FOR ALL THE THING U DID... LOVE U SO MUCH!!! NO ONE CN SEPARATE US!!!

NIE pic kn babylov3 action je.. HEHEHE pinjam motor org lar sey.. Nk try2 kai motor big kn.. TEST2 DULU SBLOM NK BLI KN.. Insya allah ye syg u will get tat bike..

2008-04-12T10:32:00.000-07:00

LOVE

MUHAMMAD ZAHRIN BIN OSMAN

ONLI OK!

2008-04-12T06:27:00.000-07:00

Went hospital wit auni n put2.. Visit kelvin.. It was raining heavily but we still continue our journey.. Reach tere chill out wit kelvin ten went to MAMA hse at woodland.. Last min mama kol and sae tat she ada MKN2 SIKIT at hm due to AYAH BIRTHDAE.. Went tere wit babylov3...It was fun cause long time no c them..

Mak,Bapa ane suke ngok anak dara die kene buang mcm itu je kn.. Im sorie tat i cnt be a perfect gerl tat cn make u happy.. Im sori tat ur life is BORING!! I pon tk sngup hidop i cm nie.. Cm diri i nie masi dak2.. Its reali hard for me to accept the fact tat i been treated cm nie tpi wat to do nie semua takdir.. i REDHA wit everytin.. Its jus hurt enough to have ma family not to understand me but BABYLOV3 also.. I dh cukup kene lyn cm tu dgn ma famili beh BABYLOV3 sangup tambahkn lag pederitaan ini.. I LOVE BOTH MA PARENT AND BABYLOV3 but i confuse why must both parties treat me lyke tis.. Knape?? Tpi never ming i sangup kene tingal oleh BABYLOV3.. let me be the one who suffer not him... Well right now i jus don know why ma tear keep runing down.. Why?? Izzit i scared to lose him or been treated lyke tis.. CN anyone care to tok to me... SHARE YOUR OPINION WIT ME ABT MA LIFE??

2008-04-11T11:01:00.000-07:00

Went out wit ma MOM,AUNT IDA & AUNT NOR!!! Went to vivocity!!! Reach tere ard 4plus and end our time tere at 9pm.. First shop to BEBE!!! Nice ar sey aju2 kt sane!! Cm nk buy one for maself but it will cost me abt 67.. Expensive ya!! Hmmm next shop to ZARA.. Aunt ida change her top and bought for aunt nora a top since today is her birthdae.. Hehehe HAPI BIRTHDAE AUNT!!! I also tk lpas peluang ar beli a cardigen for maself tat cost me 30 dollar.. It was for werk actuali.. Hmm tat tyme tot of buyin a black cardigen at bugic street at onli 10 dollar bab tk jdi.. Ada ke patot babylov3 sae slamt u dh bli klau tk i kene ar bli utk u.. TK BAIK KN.. hehehe.. But niwae i still love him so much.. Hes the one tat stole ma heart.. I cnt stand cold and i forgeten to bring along ma scaf to cover ma self so i pinjam aunt ida jacket.. MCM FUNNY i wear cause i wear tight and a lady-like top plus a addidas jacket.. LOOK REALI FUNNY.. Ok ar have fun reali wit all ma aunt n mom shoppin.. Change opinion of fashion.. But if SHIRA will join us,it will be more AND double fun... U MISS THE FUN SEY GERL... Next tyme klau ada kuar2 dgn ma mom n ur mom ikot tau.. KITE DUA LEH SHOPIN TOGOTHER.. Hehehe.. Halfway through ISKANDAR join us.. Had our meal at long john.. Hehehe gus wat i had two meal.. GOLDEN DEAL 3,2 set of it.. But i share wit ma mom.. Jln2 reach hm at 930.. Ten kuar lagi Go dinner wit aunt ida and famili,uncle nordin.. Now i jus rch hm at 2am.. OK im done wit ma story for tody...

2008-04-10T08:06:00.000-07:00

Today went to sentosa wit ma babylov3,zimah and her bf and fyza and her bf also... Fun ar sey!!! Enjoy ar sey tpi onli wit ma babylov3 and zimah and her bf.. HEHEHE.. Swim,chill out and takin photo.. Notin much actuali happened.. But i reali hate the sight of her sey and her bf sia... Lyke nk manje2 je dpn me n babylov3... Hahaha but she tk tau wat her bf did behind her.. Klau die tau cm ehk?? FAST2 ar die tau.. HAHAHA.. I reali hate her to the core sia.... Kar went hm but halfway through hujan lar sei lebat giler.. Got thunder semua.. LAGI NAIK MOTOR OPEN AIR EXPRESSWAE.. SERAM AR SEI... Alek terus me n him basah kuyuk.. KAR here are some pic to go wit the story!!!

2008-04-07T09:03:00.000-07:00

TODAY went out wit ma babylov3, he went shoppin sey at marina square.. Hehe actuali i tkleh kuar umah due to mom alone at hm but i beg mak tat i wanna go out.. End up i also went out wit him!!! Hehehe.. First we pay bill at TOA PAYOH ten go MARINA SQUARE mkn at cavana.. While walking,BABYLOV3 spotted a tshirt and slipper tat caught his eyes.. Tot of buying it at tat point of moment,but he had no cash on his hand.. NVM he sae take money fm atm,go mkn ten buy his stuuff.. SHOPPIN ABIS BABYLOV3!!! It was abt 30 plus.. THEN WE WENT HM... home sweet home...

Tired sey

2008-04-06T08:23:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae went to BDOK wit BABYLOV3,AUNT YOS AND MA COUZIN.. But before tat me n babylov3 went to bugic to do our shoppin after a long long time tk p shoping.. But pakai duit babylov3.. ANd thks for the aju syg!! Mit ma aunt and couzin over at bdok at abt 7 but we are suppose to mit at 6.. Hmm janji mlaya ar semua.. Lagi2 both of us.. Ok after all the walk ard bdok we had our dinner at downtown east MCDONALD.. At abt 11 plus we finish everyTIN and we went hm.. BUT i went to aunt wati hse due to never bring ma hse.. So babylov3 and i went to aunt wati hse.. WATCH MOVIE AND WENT HM AT ABT 2AM.. Ok here are some pic to go wit ma short story.. HAHA

Today was ma teacher daughter wedding,so help her out.. Ard 4plus stop and then me,ma sister and ma parent went to woodland to join ma aunt ida n famili n aunt noor and uncle kamal to play kite.. Halfway through rain start pouring down.. Cute sey all were lyke raining to get an umbrella frm aunt ida.. All the stuff were wet.. So lucky there were ppl ard to help to pack the stuff bck into the car.. The fatherz were outside toking under an umbrella and the motherz were inside the car masing2.. Hahaha ten we move to one of the coffee shop nearby to have our dinner.. Once all completed,the adult decided to see the KUDA KEPANG over the oppsite blk.. WELL FREAKLYSPECKING I ONCE BEEN CHASE BY IT AND SCARED SEY NK P NGOK LAGI.. LAGI tdi i wear red short so abit scared to go near.. I jus sit one corner and look frm far je.. Hahaha ok ar here are some pic...

2008-04-04T10:38:00.000-07:00

Why must always we fight!!! Every night plak tu.. Tk tau ar nape kn?? I jus don know where is actuali the mistake come frm?? Frm me or him?? Sorie reader if upon reading tis,ma sentence is not in a proper way.. Loving him so much tat i ned to b strong to face anytin problem tat come.. Why must i treat lyke tis? Why must i be treated as if im jus 9 yrs?? Wat i want in ma life is jus to be hapi with him and ma famili... Why tat doesnt happen ??? I jus cnt keep ma self frm crying upon typing tis.. I jus don want to lose both parties.. LOVE THEM SO MUCH!! I HD GONE THROUGH SO MUCH TROUBLE TO MAKE MASELF TO GIVE HIM ANoTHER CHANCE BUT WHY MUS I ALWAYS THINK ABT THE PAST?? Saeing SORI tk bemaksud kite akn lupe pe sebenarnye yg pernah tejadi.. Aku akn tekenang kembali semua peristiwa itu bile si dia mula pragai lagi.. IM SCARED TAT I NOT A GREAT GERL FOR YOU!!!! WHY MUST TIS HAPPEN TO US??? I DON BELIVE TAT TIS HAPPEN TO ME??? WHY ?? I HOPE TAT ALL MA PATIENCE WILL PAY OF...

JANA LOVE YOU

SHE WILL CRY IF SHE LOSE THEM IN HER LIFE!!

2008-04-03T21:44:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAE WAS SO DAMN SUCK!!!!! Ok ar firstly went out wit ma mom and aunt yos ten walk2 till 9pm.. went hm ten tot i cn get to tok and spend ma night wit ma babylov3 but ten argh he went to jb.. I HATE IT!!! Why cnt jus he listen to me?? Its not tat i dont allow him to go but i want to spend ma night tokin to him... And why must i always listen to him while he buat bodoh ma werd.. OK AR he went to jb and i talk to someone tat i reali miss.. Miss the 7yrs friendship tat we used to have.. Aniwae middle of the line aunt ida called and asked to pick her children kt bawah.. Aunt and uncle have some important stuff to attend wit ma parent so they left their children wit me.. Quite fun actuali when no adult or parent in the hse.. Cook for them maggie and we had our own laughter althought it was 2am... OK all went to sleep alreadi but me was not able to sleep due to some frustation tat i havin tat tyme.. 3AM he still haven come bck frm jb.. DH AR SATU ARI TK CAL OR MSG and mlm nk p jb jus lyke tat.. Mesti ar aku fikir bkn2.. Fikir sal MOTOR je!! P khawin je ar dgn motor k.. SPEND TYME DGN DIE SDH....

AT WERK

2008-04-01T08:16:00.000-07:00

Today was ma first day at werk.. Werk was as per normal,some part were fun and some part were boring.. I was taught how to do a express manicure and housekeeping.. 3 hr practising it.. OK 2dy end werk at 745pm.. 1030-745pm and was pay $500 a mth.. 1 week we cn onli take 1 dy off.. Weekend cnnot take off.. Lyke wat kn.. But i prefer to werk in tis spa cause the job is easier thn ma precious job at airport.. Atleast in tis spa i cn afford to sit and kill time by practising ma skill in manicure.. But if in airport i was required to stand atleast 8 hr but the pay was quite BOM!! Hmm well till now still confuse on which sch i join?? AT AIRPORT OR HOLLAND???? Help anyone...

Well it was so sweet for ma BABYLOV3 to send and fetch me frm werk.. He stay in TM while i stay in POtOng Pasir and ma werk place is in HOLLAND V.. It take him almost to 1 hr to reach our destinasi.. Hehehe.. Didnt expect him to done tat.. Hehehe Love him alot lar sey.. But tomolo wan him to send me to werk again but .. nvmind ten.. ATleast when he was with me before and after goin to werk, i had some SMAGAT to do ma job,atleast i knew tat there is someone who care for me and wiling to KORBan for me.. Hehehe.. Nvm werk2 also i werk jus for him and maself... Always tell maself tat IM WERKIN FOR THE SAKE FOR THE CERT AND ZAHRIN!! A tired dae after all..

2008-03-31T09:49:00.000-07:00

Goin to werk soon!!!! 10am must be at buona vista!! I HATE IT SIA.. SOMEMORE it will be ma first dae werk.. How will it b sey?? Seriously i don feel lyke werkin.. I still had not enough rest sey after E damn stress werk of exam last mth.. I STILL WANNA ENJOY.. Cn i jus dont go? Hahahahahahahahahaha not mood to go werk sey.. Wat tyme should i wake up? How long the journey take?.. IF tmr i cnt stand the werk i tink i will back up frm it.. But how will i suppose to look for money to help ma babylov3 to achieve wat he want.. I JUS CNT AFFORD TO SEE HIM SUFFERIN ALONE.. Argh never MIND,go werk tink positive ok JANA!! GO WERK FOR THE SAKE OF THE CERT AND BABYLOV3.. 9 WEEK MAYB IT WILL B FAST.. TIME PASSES SO FAST I GUS.. WISH ME ALL THE BEST OK FRENZ!!!!

BABYLO3 IM SORIE ABT JUS NOW.. IM REALI SORIE DEAR! HOPE U FORGIVE ME!!! LOVE YA!! MUACKZ

tiring

2008-03-30T10:42:00.000-07:00

Tired!!! Tats the only werd tat IS on ma mind.. For 3 days been busy cleaning the house for yesterdae KENDURI.. As if i wan 2 get marry sia,everytin need to be change!! Hehehe.. the best part is tat TILL NOW im still tired.. PNAT PNAT AND PNAT.. For the past three day i only sleep for 3-2 hours ten wake up ard 10am.. Tu pon kene bgun,go pasar help mom with the hse and stuff.. Wanna go out wit ma babylov3,the ans NO frm ma parent.. Haiyo so jus stick ar at hm.. No choose.. Later when go out kene scoldin from mom.. Father ok tau cume mom je nanti bising...

KENDURI START AT 8 AND END AT 3AM.. Isk i mean last guest went hm at tat tyme.. The UNCLEZ stay late night to watch football and The AUNTZ all were sleepin at ma room.. Meanwhile tat tyme all were sleepin, i chat wit SHIRA.. Hehehe sometime its fun tau after a long period of tyme never mit,once mit there a alot of stories to share.. Hehehe.. I LYKE SKALI KLAU PART BUAL2 SAL "DIE",THE HOTSTUFF.. No one know abt it onli both of us.. JANZ N SHIRA.. Lucky ma aunt sblah ma father ada, they help me out wit the periuk and the dishes.. Tekejot sey bile kuar je dari bilik and wen to dapur semuanye dh clear.. HEHEHE SLAMAT SIKIT.. So mayb tis were b ma mom first n last cookin for over 80 ppl.. Actauli its was fun gettin all the famili member get together once in a while..

I MISSS MA BABYLOV3!!!! We hardly had tyme for each other and always fight over the fone everdae.. WHY IS THE PROBLEM ACTUALI? We also don know.. BUt althought wit the fightin I STILL LOVE AND B MISSING HIM... I mit him jus now and i was shocked,he actuali cut his hair.. CUTE AR DIE SKG.. DH JDI GOOD BOY DH BKN MAT REP LAGI.. Hehehe

9mth

2008-03-27T07:29:00.001-07:00

HAPI 10 MTH SYG!!!!

Although there is a moment tat we are not together,our love is still strong!

I hope u LYKE THE PRESENT YA!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

JANA lup ZAHRIN!!! Muackz!!!!

Preety butterfly

2008-03-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

Went to fara hse,ma pretty butterfly.. 2day was her birthdae so tot of giving her a suprise by goin to her hse and spend a little abit of time wit her since so long haven get to mit each other.. Hmm ilyas was one month plus but he looked lyke 1yr plus.. hehehe kus semangat tau tu bb.. Angkat je tangan lengoh.. But hes DAMN CUTE ar sey..Here are some photo taken at her hse.. I reali miss her sey..

Ilyas

JANZ N FARA

JANZ AND ILYAS

Ten we move to BUGIC wit ma babylov3..Walk2 sekali jumpe isha,v,izzi,daren,doubledee, and mickey..... Pe lagi i shout and give everyone of them a hug.. Miss them sey.. Miss the fun we used to have.. BUT I MISS MA SYG MOST SEY,WAWA... Wondering how is she ehk?? Hopefully fine.. IF U READ MA BLOG JUS WANNA LET U KNOW I MISS U SEY WAWA...

MA SYG,WAWA

2008-03-25T10:49:00.000-07:00

Every relationship has its up n down.. But till now we are strong to face everytin in life.. Despite frm all the fightin and quarellin we still know we love each other so much... Everyone had its own attitude n character.. Im thankful to god tat he cn still tolerate wit me and ma atiitude.. It was ma mistake to jus lose ma temper.. Im reali sorry.. I hope tat i will change for a better in life.. I know tat used to sial but now i change jus for him.. Loving someone in life mean u are wiling to make tat someone happy,change for tat someone.. DEAR IM SORIE IF ALL THIS WHILE I ALWAYS MAKE U ANGRY.. I WANT U TO ENJOY UR LIFE WIT ME.. IM REALI2 SORIE.. I DON INTEND TO FIGHT WIT U ALWAYS BUT I HD A HOT TEMPER SO I HOPE U UNDERSTAND BUT I PROMISE TO CHANGED FOR U.. I cnt leave without u anymore.. As i sae i will cry if i lose u in ma life DEAR!! JANA LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!DON EVER LEAVE ME

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ALONE

2008-03-24T12:38:00.000-07:00

It been almost 2ys tat i last saw her.. Still remember the wave tat she hd given us,the smile and the tears.. It jus cant be forgotten.. JUS don know why suddenly i miss her so much!!! Sooo MUCH!! How will she been?? Preety as before or wat?? When the memory flash bck to my head,i will start crying.. Haiz when will i be seeing her again?? 2yrs had passed so fast till now we are still contactin wit each other.. Wat should i do to help her out wit a famili?? She hd been a patient PERSON to me.. Aku kagum dhn kesabaran nya..She had help me alot in any way.. JASA2 NYA TKKN DILUPA.. I cnt help myself frm cryin upon writin tis down.. Been wondering how is she doin right now without someone she loved most in her life... Yesterday was her birthdae n her loved ones is not wit her.. IM SO SORRY TAT I CNT BE WIT HER.. Hopefully i cn mit her soon!!! Till now ma prayer for her is still strong..

a pic

2008-03-24T09:59:00.000-07:00

ZAHRIN(RAFELL)

Hes the one who make ma life complete..

Hes the one tat show me the meaning of love..

Hes the one tat i crazy for..

Hes the one tat i share ma problem wit..

Hes the one tat i need..

Thks dear for everytin.. Till now we are still strong after the problem we went through together..Plz don ever hurt me!! Enough wat i been through before.. I jus a simple gerl looking for a sincere relationship.. Thks danielle tat i get to know u.. Thinkin back about the past, sometime make me laugh,smile and cry by myself.. The joy n the pain i used to get frm u.. Hope right now u hd change for the better.. Ma love for u will still BE strong as before!!

wat a day

2008-03-23T05:50:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae went SENTOSA wit ma couzin and AUNT YOS.We are required to mit at 10am but Aunt Yos change the time at 11am.. But gus she arrive at wat tyme?? 2pm ar sey.. Hehe nie aru dikatekn janji mlayu.. While waitin for her,we are told to buy some snack n drinks and ten straight go to SENTOSA.Wait for her there.. PAHLAWAN BEACH tat we went..Tis is wat we pLAy,soccer and kite.. Despite of the heavy rain,we continue wit the game.. Ten move on to the bridge take a snap of photo ten lastly process to THE LUGE N SKYRIDE.. For the skyride,it was damn fun but scaring at the same time.. Sat wit ANNA & BB.. ALAMAK SEMUANYE PENAKOT DUDUK SATU SEAT,PE LAGI TEPEKIK AR SATU2.. As for the luge.. ONE IS NEVER ENOUGH!!! YEAH!!! wanna go again sey... It was damn syok ar sey.. Aunt yos n the rest continue wit a movie but damn tired so i went hm straight BUT BEFORE tat had dinner wit ma BABAYLOV3.. But i reali sorie it was jus a KFC MEAL.

Us on ecalator

TICKET COUNTER

WAITIN FOR THE TRAIN

WALKING TO PAHLAWAN

JANZ & ANNA

NICE POSE FOR THE CAMERA

A PICNIC

PLAYING KITE

WAITING FOR THE GAME

AFTER SOCCER

SKYRIDE

THE LUGE

one whole day at hm

2008-03-21T11:26:00.001-07:00

Wake up at 4pm due to yesterdae slept at abt 6am..Actuali 2dy i ned to accompany both ma parent,but ten i stay at home cause was to tired to go n I MISS MA BABYLOV3 SO MUCH.. Asked ma babylov3 to come and accompany me to have dinner outside..Planned tat 2dy till sunday we are not suppose to mit BUT i asked him down.. I cnt afford not to see him a quite some time.. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.. TAKOT SEY DIAMBIL ORG PLAK KLAU KITE DISINI TKDE WAKTU UTK DIE.. I CNT AFFORD TO LOSE HIM TATS WHY? I WILL CRY IF I LOSE HIM IN MY LIFE!!!! THKS DEAR FOR THE TIME!! LOVE YA!! MUACKZ!!

A MEAL WE HAD AT KFC!

short day

2008-03-20T10:54:00.000-07:00

Went for ma second interview 2dy at BOON KENG.. Accompany by BABYLOV3..The werk seem fun..As customer service handling admin werk,consultant customer..Hmmm it is a new job for me.. Finish interview at 3pm.. Went to VIVO.. Reach VIVO BABYLOV3 complain hungry so do i.. SO we grab something to eat first before we had our proper meal at FAR EAST.. Walk ard vivo not even 1hr we ned to move on our journey to FAR EAST due to ayah msg me to be hm by maghrib(730pm)..Don know why..Cnt afford to get scoldin 4rm them we had to cut our window shopin time shorter..Ate at FAR EAST PLAZA(puncak). I order laksa while BABYLOV3 order hor fun.. Had our meal and we chill outside FAREAST PLAZA thinkin where should we move on wit the time leave.. At tat point it was abt 545pm.. Id plan to jus chilled out at ESP.. So.....

We ended up at CLARKE QUARY..Due to change of plan.. THKS TO ME.. HEHEHE..First the plan was to chill along the riverside but when BABYLOV3 looked at his watch it was abt 615pm so think tat it was not enough time for us to b hm in time..SOO we jus chill at the carpark.. Gus wat we do... Hahahahahahha camera on stand by... 1... 2... 3... SMILE...

BABYLOV3 AND OUR BABY

ME AND OUR BABY

Me in different pose.. Kill time!!

Reach hm and we saw a few of civil defence car n stuff.. First i tot tat someone who lyke to kill themselve tats why civil defence were to be seen.. But ma tot was wrong,it was someone hse has broke down into fire.. ALAMAK IT WAS DAMN TEROK SIA..

FIRE FIGHTER IN ACTION

THE HSE TAT BURN DOWN INTO FIRE

Reach hm,mom was outside ironin some baju.. And she asked to accompany her to go to the mosque for SYARAHAN.. So get change to this outfit!! WIT TUDUNG.. Required to waer tudung due to place held.. Uncle Nordin send us there.. ALot of ppl attending tat SYARAHAN.. Ustaz for tat specch was reali attract ma attention in listenin to him.. It was fun although ma butt was cramp.. Hehehe the moral of the speech is tat NO ONE IN THIS WORLD BELONG TO ANYONE BUT WE BELONG TO ONLY ONE!! TAT IS ALLAH!!! Tats alot of storie tat i hd learn frm the SYARAHAN..

BABYLOV3 IM SORIE YA FOR NOT SPENDIN ALOT OF TIME WIT U.. I HOPE YOU WOULD GET ANGRY K.. I WILL MAKE IT UP 2 U.. LOVE YA!!!!! MUACK!!!!!

picnic at east coast

2008-03-19T10:09:00.000-07:00

Went to EAS COAST PARK wit ma nottie butterfly n her love plus ma babyLOV3.. Hehehe.. Mit zimah half way through the journey at bus 13.. It was such a sunny day when i went out frm ma hse.. But the cloud was about to change when we are on the way there.. But it seem funny to me.. Half was dark n another half side was hot.. Hmm wat will it be ?? SUNNY DAY OR RAINNY DAY?? While waitin for ma BABYLOV3 to arrive, me,zimah and rizal set up the tent.. Tis is the outcome of the tent.. Before tat we brought some stuff to eat.. Zimah bake a pizza, Rizal brought along some bread chocolate n jam bread and i brought a bread and 2 tin of tuna.. And ma babylov3 jus bought 1 big bottle of ICE LEMON TEA!! Hehehe before he went to east coast park to join us,he was required to go for a check up.. He told me tat he need to go for xray for 3 time .. Hehehe.. gus wat i sae to him.. U terlalu slim sgt sey bab tu nk kene xray 3 time.. Hehehe..Sorie dear..

Our outcome of the tent

Me & Babylov3

Zimah n her Lov3

When boredness strikes me

IT was raining heavily so i wear babylov3 aju.. HEHEHE so swit of him to sae U PAKAI AJU I NANTI U SAKT PLAK KESEJUKKN.. hehehe Swit kn.. Tpi kecian plak u was topless.. Jahat ehk aku tpi pe nk buat tkleh thn COLD SEY!! AND 4 of us sit in the tent to keep ourself dry frm the rain.. It was raining heavily until zimah n rizal felt asleep but me n babylov3 cnt sleep cause of ma attitude.. Hehehe sori syg.. I knew ma atitude slut..Im not tat romantic gerl.. I will try and change ya ma idiotic attitude.. JUS FOR YOU!! At abt 5plus when there is no more rain,we pack our stuff and leave home.. Scared that the rain will come bck again!!It was a great day having fun although it was raining..

BORED

2008-03-18T08:35:00.000-07:00

Today i whole day at home.. Helping mom to clear all her stuff in her room.. Boring but at the same tyme fun cause one whole day wit ma famili.. But at night i was required to go to ma aunt hse at punggol.. To send some stuff to aunt su.. WENT THERE WIT MA BABYLOV3..

Here are some pic taken at AUNT WATI hse..

Dina and BABYLOV3

DINA WAITIN FOR AUNT SU OUTSIDE THE DOOR

Went hm and he went through sengkang road where the BITCH stay... ARGH!!!!! why sia it remind me of her!! I HATE HER TOO THE CORE SIA!!!! SHE IS VERY CHEAP SLUT TAT I EVER MIT !!!!! THKS TO HER TAT I LOSE SOMEONE TAT I REALI LOVE AT TAT MOMENT.. NOW I LOSE MA TRUST TO GERL LYKE HER!!! HOPE U,BITCH CHANGE UR ATTITUDE.. With tis attitude i gus will come to no end and make ppl hate u more !!!! THKS FOR LETTIN ME KNOW YOU!!! WHY MUST YOU DO TIS TO ME???? LIE TO ME PLAY BEHIND MA BACK!!! WHY?? YOUR AGE IS THE SAME AS MA YOUNGER SISTER!!! WHY CNT U BEHAVE LYKE ONE?? BDAK2 SKG DH PANDAI AR !!!! HANYUT!!!! DAK2 NK STEP KAKAK!!! STOP IT SEY !!! 662662!!! PANDAI TEKE AR SAPE TU POMPAN YG AKU MAKSUD KN.. BEAR TAT IN MIND K GERL IF U READ TIS !!!

WENT OUT WIT LUP

2008-03-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

2day outin was wit ma LUP2!! Cant wait to mit ma son!! MD PUTRA SHARIZAN.. 1yr4mth old.. Hes such a lovely boy plus very active.. Cant reali keep to himself... CUTE AND ADORABLE!!!

Then mit ma lup2 ayu halfway through the journey to kallang!!! Hehehe.. She the same as me.. Small in size.. Actuali today was to went out togother wit lup2 n accompany lup2 for her interview in KALLANG... Tot of joinin her but i have ma IA to complete.. Hmm nvm maybe not ma luckin having tat werk..

lup jek LUP TEK lup citz

When home and had a KENDURI held at home.. KENDURI ARWAH NENEK 10YRS..MAK cook meE soto n not actually enough for everyone.. Hehehe pity mak tat she haVE NOT eat her own cookin n actuali went out wit ayah to EAT after everytin is over.. And hapi tat im ok wit her!! Everytin went bck to normal..YEAH!!!

Tis little cousin of mine love takin pic..

WE ARE BCK TOGETHER AGAIN!

2008-03-16T07:45:00.000-07:00

Zahrin 2dy MONDAY!!!!!! Answer you will get to know soon.. But before anytin i would lyke to thk YOU for evertin.. Nice knowin you for past 10mth.. Thks for showin ur love n care ONLI NOW.. Althought it was jus a moment i still hargainye... I jus cnt forget the pain tat u brought upon me.. Its still there in ma heart.. The hole in ma heart tat u made still cnt be fixed.. IM SORIE...Its reali hard for me to decide whether to be wit u bck or not.. I reali not sure if i gonna hurt again... Being wit u or without u its the same as ma love for u is still there althought after the pain tat i gone through..

WITH THIS , I WOULD LYKE TO GIVE ANOTHER TRY WIT U AGAIN... JUS HOPE TAT I WONT GET HURT AGAIN BY U!!!!! LETs BE TOGETHER ONCE AGAIN AND START AFRESH!!! JANA LOVE ZAHRIN!!!!PROMISE ME THAT NO MORE SHIT FRM YOU!!!PLZ!!!!!270507!!

SADNESS STRIKE

2008-03-16T07:23:00.000-07:00

Went to nenek hse for tahil n syarahan.Tis is wat i wear..IN tudung... Actuali today was a boring dae for me... Notin special happen to me onli a sadness strike me.. Fought wit someone tat is close to me n who i love so much but in end it turn out lyke tis.. Don tok to each other... Why must it turn out to be lyke tis??? I knew ma fault why dont u scold me instead... Rather then u keep urself away from me... I jus want us be lyke before.. Im sorie for all the things tat i done.. I jus cant keep maself frm crying.. How long will u b lyke tis!!!

At night mit wit someone and tot of letin ma sadness go but i cnt.. Instead of consultin me,that person seem let scolding me.... ARGH to whom i need to let ma sadness go if not u!! BUT U JUS SIMPLY TAKE THINGS EASY!!! Why cnt u understand ma pain n sadness.. It is hard for me now living in tis situation!!!

EXAM OVER!!

2008-03-15T07:56:00.001-07:00

Yesterdae was ma last paper of the year !!! Hmm jus dont know how will i b scoring for tat... It will b bored for not attending sch n lesson... Will miss all tat!! Especially the idoitic frenz... hahahahaha no ar jus kiding ma lup n frenz.... Especially WAWA & ISHA!! miss their bully,their laughter!!! Time passed so fast... & now im stress wit ma IA.. Should i countinue my IA wit LANCOME or a new company tat ma teacher had assign to me??? CONFUSED!! Till now no idea..

Thks god tat now ma babylov3 had find a job.. Im reali happy for him... Tanpa usaha,kite tkkn bejaya syg!!! Takmau putus asa k.. I will always support u frm behind in wateva u do dear!!! It touched ma heart when he sae tis"U,nanti klau leh bilang mak & ayah,insya allah klau i dh cukup duit,i nk tunang dgn u." I reali didnt expect tat he could sae tat to me.. HAPI REALI HAPI to hear tat sentence from his own mouth.. INSYA ALLAH dear klau ada jodoh n insya allah klau cukup segalanye kite akn besame sbg SEPASANG suami n isteri.. Kite mampu merancang tpi tuhan menentukn...

CANOT MAKE IT

2008-03-13T09:05:00.000-07:00

Today i went for exam and sit for ma ses exam.... SELLING SKILL!!! argh.. NO HOPE for passin the paper despite of not attending the class often due to early lesson... HEHEHEHE.. but jus hope for the best.. YEAH tomolo will be ma last PAPER that will b SALON OPERATION !!!!

a day in sch

2008-03-07T05:25:00.001-08:00

Sorry long tyme never update ma blog.. Been busy for the past few days.. SICK N BUSY PREPARIN FOR EXAM!!! Here are some pic wit ma fren, darren n LUP2 wawa in sch!!!! And congrate to DELUXIOUS DEEVAS!!! Great show gerlz !!!! I will miss them n sch due to ma end of year paper tis week.. FOLLOWIN BY HOLIDAY n attachment.. NO LONGER ATTENDING CLASS N COMING TO SCH!! Times pass so fast..

ME WIT DARREN

Me wit LUP2 WAWA

Went out with Mom

2008-03-06T06:44:00.000-08:00

Went out wit ma mom and sister.. Mit up wit aunt su n her daughter at COMPASS POINT !!!!

Notin much actuali happen... Went to HALLMARK and sis bought contact lense box.. At about 445pm,me n aunt su pick THE 2 LITTLE RASCAL !!! hehehehe.. 2 LITTLE COUZIN... IZRIN N IRDINA!!!

Return bck to COMPASS POINT,met ma mom n ma sis bck there... Entering METRO and this is wat i bought.. IN the first place mom wasnt agree in getin me tis stuff but end up she bought for me... KALAU TK MAJOK AR AKU !!! hEhEhE.. THKS ALOT MOM !!!! lOVE YOU !!!!

When bck to AUNT WATI hse...... And ma mom remind me of someone tat i reali love.. BY SAEin ..... ARGH WHY SEY???? WHY MUST she remind me of tat and tell ma aunt the story... I MISS HIM AND HATE HIM AT THE SAME TIME !!! Jus why must always a girl become a victim to guy??!!!! HAIZ !!!!

SHORT DAE AFTER ALL

2008-03-05T07:11:00.000-08:00

Notin happened much today.. Went to RAFELL hse,cm biase.. And it was raining heavily.. NO MOOD to eat and MAMA cook curry ayam tdy so both of us had no appetite to eat.. So we play MONOPOLY at his room !! To kill the BOREDNESS!!! After one ROUND of game we stop.. BORING AR 2 PERSON ONLY PLAYING !!! Pack things up and.......

I FOUND THIS... A VALENTIME GIFT FROM ME TO HIM!! HEHEHEHEHEHE.. NICE PLACEMENT !!! I WISH TAT I CN HAVE TAT ONE TO BUT NVM IT WAS MEANT TO BE FOR U!! Jus onli you tat cn have tis !! So take good care of it ya!!! DON EVER THROW IT AWAY !!

Reach hm at about 715pm and ma family was feeling hungry and i order PIZZA HUT.. Tis is what i order.. CHICKEN CURRY AND ........ Total cost of tat is $23.54 but lucky i use ma dad money not mine.. EEEEE!!I hate the PIZZAHUT rider!!! So the gatal !!!!! GATAL NK MAMPOS !!!We as one famili eat peacefully without my sister.. She still in the bathroom !! We ate first leaving her alone to eat by herself!!!

ZAHRIN !!! This is for you !!!!!

Thks for everytin!!! For all tis while u changed alot for me !! Now i cn feel your love n care 2ward me !!! Hope tat we will keep goin on lyke tis k... Be patient with everytin !!!

SEMILIR angin yg berlalu,MENGOCAK riak duka di wajahku,MALAM yg datang bertamu,TETAP satu kesakitan yg panjang !!!

KUBIARKAN senja berlabuh,GERHANA bulan melayukn impianku,CINTA yg penuh bersemi,TERKULAI ditelan kecurangan !!!!

TANPANMU kusepi,TANPAMU kusendiri,TANPAMU kumengerti,KEHILANGAN ini pasti !!!

SEMILIR angin yg berlalu,MEMBAWA nyanyian-nyanyian rindu,BIARPUN beribu kali aku berasa sakit,NALURIKU masih berbisik,SAYANGKU hanya untukmu !!!!

SEDEKAD bersamamu,MEMORI itu tersimpul mati di nuraniku,KAU mengunci diriku dalan penjara kasihmu !!!

HARAP DIRI JANA TK LAGI DILUKAI !!!

2008-03-04T06:08:00.000-08:00

Went to MARINA SQUARE with RAFELL.. 2dy went out wit him again.. It was not planned.. Hehehe..

And i had ma lunch at CAVANA... Tis is wat i get!! A bbq chicken rice !! It was YUMMY!! But the place was lyke a frezzer.. It was damn cold until ma hair stand.. Hehehe the best part was lyke i use ma hand to eat the chicken cause of the coldness.. Tis is wat RAFELL sae to me"FASTER EAT FASTER GET OUT OF THIS PLACE..Hahaha!! After finish eatin straight away,both of us went out of MARINA SQUARE to smoke.. To keep ourself warm!!

Next stop BUGIC JUNCTION,hehehe.. I jus cnt help maself on lookin for stuff that is red in colour.. I saw tis hot pant ,skirt and 3/4pant tat is red reali damn hot!! Argh!!!I hope tat i cn jus make more money n help maself wit tat stuff.. No worries n heart pain for not gettin tat stuff.. Hmmm.. Hehehe RAFELL help me out by putin ma ribbon back properly on ma beg!! It was actuali ma fault by not listenig to him but end up, hes the one who need to solve it if not he will get a scolding from me.... Hahahahahahaha PITY HIM actuali always get bully from me!!! SORIE!! BUT I LOVE TO !!!

It was abt time tat we go home but it was lyke to early and we hehehehe don know where to go..Tis is wat we do when boredness strike us !! Hehehe.. Takin pic on the bike.. THKS TO RAFELL IDEA.

Rafell love tis pic so much.. AND i don know why??

And today i reach home at 845pm!!!

GREAT DAY

2008-03-03T07:11:00.000-08:00

It was a reali a day!! 2dy i went out with him (rafell) !!! To the place tat i wanted to go after a long of time.. PARKWAY PARADE!! Went there wit his bike..

When arrive PARKWAY PARADE,both of us grab a bite first.. Hungry? Gus wat we ate?? OLD CHANG KEE!! Jus a curry puff n a crab nugget for us !!! Went window shopin wit him.. Whoah PARKWAY PARADE had changed alot.. PARKWAY PARADE used to b a boring place cause there is no shop tat we cn do shoppin but now whoah there IS CHOMEL,TOPSHOP,FOX,ESPIRT N etc.. New shops has been opened.. I got maself a eyelash glue at CHAMELON.. Its o him.. Thks dear !! Browising around the shopin centre, sometin caught ma attention.. Hehehe a hot pant tat is in red colour.. How could i imagine tat i have the money to buy the red hot pant?.. Its was damn hot sia!! Hmm when will i get it sey?? Hopefully by tis weekend.. It was abt 25.90.. Wanna ask ma parent money,confirm i will get scolding sia?? Nevermind mayb not ma luck.. Argh forget bout it JANNAH!! After a long walk,we rest outside the shoppin center..

After PARKWAY PARADE we process to Geylang Serai to look for ma hair dye.. Once we get it,we move on to Beach Road to eat.. He order BEER HORFUN & i order MEE KUAH.. Hehehe but we only share one drink.. Sweet kn.. hahaha.. Pic otw hm from BEACH ROAD..

Reach home,tis is wat he do.. Hehehe lokin for job sey.. Hopefully we will get one soon.. Jus be patient ye.. Hehehe.. And thks for the day!! I reali enjoy maself!! Muackz!!

2008-03-02T06:51:00.001-08:00

This is wat i do wit ma 3 Little cousin after 1 whole day of playing bowling and while waiting for the food to come.. All of us in the house was simply very hungry.. NO BREAKFAST,NO LUNCH for us!! It was just a potatoChip n jus a sweet tat had been our breakfast n lunch.. And when tyme to dinner everyone is lyke FIGHTIN for food.. And thks to AUNT NUR tat fried for us KEROPOK LEKOR tat she bought from johor.. Today WHOAH she was so pretty sey wit her make up on and wit her sexy clothing.. Hehehe.. She looked young with tat.. It was so tiring day for me.. I ned take over ma mom.. DO the washing,serving drink.. Haiz.. Hehehe.. Its a girl job niwae !!