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Thursday, May 29, 2008

OK above is the pic taken at orchard wit ma famili.. Mit up aunt yos,aunt su her daughter n son,irdina,kak sly,anna,ilys... Went to far east plaza eat our lunch... And we saw fauzi laily.. HANDSOME SEY DIE... Mom action sey nk step amek pic dgn die tpi hmm malu... MALU TPI MAU !!! Hahaha.. Ok first shop kite singah,i bought a aju tat is onli 20dollar.. cn sae cheap ar.. its veri nice also.. k after tat bought shoe tat 2 for 10 dollar... walk to duty free shop,walk2 check the make up shop,beg and shirt... Hehehe then over tat shopin centre kite ape lagi singah at the toilet and snap some photo since kt luar tkleh mek pic...Have fun but MISSING HIM!!! Now i left wit ma skin care,make up and ma hair do to complete... SCH I BUY MAKE UP OR SKINCARE OR HIGHLIGHT MA HAIR???? STILL THINKING!!!

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

BABYLOV3 dah ada new bike sey!!! Suke sey die!!! Hmm hapi for him.. Akhirnya dpt jgk motor yg die nk.. YEAH im the first person to ride on wit him!!!! Hopefuli he will take gd care of it!!! JGN SUKE2 GODEH TAU BIKE TU!! MASI BARU LAGI TAU NANTI ROSAK PLAK.. Motor kr takmau plak dilupekn k!!! Photo of the bike will update soon ya!!! Went to simpang,mkn.. Ten went to esp to chill out for a while.. Yelah motor aru kn so die nye feel masi ada and nk ar cube bwk jauh2.. But right i still prefer the kr thn new bike cause kn die nye seat keras,sakit bontot lame2 duduk.. Aniwae i still like the bike also ar.. I HAPI FOR BABYLOV3 IN GETIN A NEW BIKE AFTER A LONG OF TIME WAITIN!!!

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

27 05 08!!!! 1 YRS had passed!!! We had been through alot of thick n thin together!!! But till now our relationship had becamin better and better.. Haiz hopefuly noone of us buat pragai lagi sudah.. Hehehe.. Notin actuali happen today,went to tm buy his stuff.. Actuali i have sometin for him but tk sempat nk buat so lupekn je ar.. Went shoppin n get for him stuff.. WALLET!!! Hope tis tyme round wallet tu tk hancur.. Haiz.. How i wish i could make his day??? But never mind still enjoy the day wit him.. Lastly we went eat SWENSEN at marina sq.. Hehehe babylov3 first TYME sey mkn swensen.. SO IM PROUD to be the first gerl who bring him to tat kind of place.. The reason die tk nah masok swesen is cause mahal sgt die kate.. OK since he say tat i tot of blanje him but end up die yg nk byr.. HEHEHE SWEET KN!! Now wat i ned to do is to get someone to accompany me to buy raincoat for him!!!

I LOVE MA BABYLOV3 SO MUCH OK!!!

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

TODAY i get to sleep at ma own hse.. Hmm last 2 day sleepin over at ma couzin hse(pasir ris).. The first was actuali bored.. But soon later on 2 dy it was great,damn great.. Had our laughter,joke ard wit aunt yos ard.. Hahaha.. It was been a very long tyme tat we last mit up.. I mean the couzin.. Actuali yesterday kite semua nk maen bowling but ten it was damn full sey.. Tot of watching movie but we cnt decided wat movie to share so we also skip it.. Hahaha..Went bck hm.. At hm, played monoploy hahaha,the best part was when bb claimed to be brankrupy and four of us don know actuali the whole game shd end.. I tot it will be ma very happy day but soon at abt 2am,ma heart has been shattered.. MA BABYLOV3 lied to me.. He shd jus sae he was at club,tk ya tipu2 sey.. I waited at hm for him.. I cnt slp,wat i do is jus think abt him.. Why sangup sey he tipu me.. Pelik ! But nah its ok.. Let him have fun wit his fren but ....... IF HE BREAK MA TRUST AGAIN, i will jus ..... I CNT AFFORD TO LOSE HIM SIA..

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Saturday, May 24, 2008

IM SORIE BABYLOV3!!!

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Thursday, May 22, 2008

Yesterday went to TOA PAYOH wit mum n sis.. Planned wanna open an acct for ma saving but tk jdi.. Hahaha tungu ayah alek.. Ten Babylov3 mit us at toa payoh.. Walk2 ten wit mum but halfway through me n him went to look for dadi birthday gift but tkde kt toa payoh.. Decided to go to TM and look for one.. MAMA asked to look for polo t at Bosini.. Cause dadi suke pakai.. Hahaha.. Ten we went to BUSU hse(babylov3's aunt hse) to celebrate dadi birthdae.. I felt so happy tat afer 2 day never mit babylov3 and after the fight,we are bck as per normal.. Have fun wit his famili,tok,joke ard.. Hahaha time fly fast..When busy entertain his cousin we went hm,yelah babylov3 the next day kene werk morning.. Haiyo.. Takpe2 next tyme ada..

TODAY i reali had fun wit ma BABYLOV3.. Went bck ma hse,eat our dinner and karaoke!!! HAHAHA!!! How i wish tat it will the same for everday life.. I reali cnt afford to lose him!!! Although i know there are ppl out tere who dont lyke to c us together,we still are strong to be wit each other side... Im sorie hater tat u ned to endure wit it ya!!! WE LOVE EACH OTHER VERY MUCH OK!!!

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

I LOVE YOU!!

ONLI YOU,ZAHRIN!!!!

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Monday, May 19, 2008

i love you but why u treat me lyke tis??? Bkn u sorg sey pnat keje.. Beh i nie tk pnat ke keje?? Walaupon i tdor dua tige jam je pas tu bgun keje 9 jam ten sambung alek kuar dgn u.. I tk nah miss sey penuhi niat u tu.. Walaupon i byk complain tpi i tk nah abaikn u sey pas werk.. Werk i 8 jam bediri tkde dok2 atleast u ada jgk dok2,rilek..I bkn tk behati perut tpi fikir ar perasan i atleast.. MANE JANJI2 U SELAME NIE!! I keje utk dptkn duit utk kite kuar, utk kite biar senang.. Beh u dpt duit je,abiskn duit kt motor.. MOTOR TU boleh ke kasi u anak leh ke khawin dgn u!!! Leh ke?? I tk mrh u nk abiskn duit on motor tpi kite nk kuar je tkde duit.. Asyik2 mkn maggie... UP TO U K WAT IS BEST FOR US.. BUT u ingat nie k, i will always be tere for u walaupon susah senang k...

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I MISS MA COUZIN!!!!!!!

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YEAH!! My parent dah alek dari melake!!! But wat a pity they never buy for me anytin!!! Hehehee!!! For teh past 2 day,ma BABYLOV3 accompany me at hm.. FUN for the one whole day he was tere beside me.. Wat we did is we went to his aunt hse to visit her aunt and her nenek.. The fun was tere. I feel so much accepted by them.. I HOPE TAT IT WONT LAST SO FAST!! I LOVE MA BABYLOV3 SO MUCH!!!!

BUT ...... TINS HAPPEN... WHY ehk so much tins happen to every relationship tat is going so smooth???? STUPID IDIOT SMALL GERL WHO LOVE TO DESTROY PPL RELATIONSHIP... Now everytin is bck to normal!! Hope tat gerl wont disturb ppl relationship ya!!! Learn your lesson OK!!!

NOW i need to find $200 for ma babylov3 for his new bike!!!! Haiyo where ehk nk cari duit!!!

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Friday, May 16, 2008

Why must dak2 zaman skg like to destroy other ppl relationship??!!! Why ehk???!!! Tk laku ke diorg nk mek laki org!!! Oh ya!! Diorg masi adik2 nk fhm erti cinte!!! One day they will understand lar kn...

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

On 10march went EMBUN after werk.. Have fun tere wit ma auntz unclez and couzin.. Karoke tere eat2 tere.. Get cal frm BABYLOV3 and was told tat we won second prize in ****.. Hapi sey.. Leh g shopin.. Tere went bck to shira hse tot of goin tere skjap je but all ma famili except ma bro sleep tere.. BABYLOV3 called me and he sae he slh baca abt the prize tpi actuali we came in first.. Hahahaha!!!! HAPI GILER SEY !! Told mak n ayah abt tat.. Alhamdulilah rezeki masok.. Wake up at 730am and was shocked tat shira tk tdor2 dari tat morning.. HAIYO, she leh thn sey.. Klau me hmmm sorie dh lame gone!!! Hahaha..

Went sarapan with aunt nur,uncle kamal and uncle holil.. Had roti prata ten went hm.. Reach hm je i mandi and siap2 go mit ma babylov3.. MISS HIM SO MUCH LAR SEY.. LONG tyme tat jln2.. After everytin i straight awy went hm cause goin out wit ma famili and ma aunt2 again to east coast to have a picnic for MOTHER DAY!!

For the rest of the day i werk2!!! CNT WAIT THUR!! MIT MA BABYLOV3!!! ALTHOUGH WE WERK AT THE SAME PLACE.. CHANGI AIRPORT but CNT MIT AT ALL.. BOTH BUSY WERKIN... MISS HIM LYKE HELL!! Hope he doin fine over at his new job!!!!

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Wednesday, May 7, 2008

On the 14 april i started werk at AIRPORT under LANCOME company.. I tot werkin tere will be borin but it turn out to be fun.. MAKE ALOT OF NEW FRENZ.. Now all of us are very close.. Werkin tere doesnt seem to be tiring at all.. But now i ned to stop werkin for a moment cause due to some of the promotion.. Stay at home so boring.. I WANT TO WERK!!!! Haiz...

When ma off day,i mit ma best frenz(atiqah) went shoppin at marina sq,joo chiat and lastly we had our drink at esp.. Hilangkn stress ar.. Hehehe

YEAH!! Ma babylov3 got a job alreadi.. HAPPY FOR HIM!! I hope he will not had a hard tyme werkin.. ALL THE BEST SYG IN YOUR NEW WERK.. WERK HARD K FOR OUR FUTURE!!!

ON the 3,4 of may his family had a chalet,i went tere after ma werk.. So sweet of BUSU to buy for me a shirt tat same wit all teh other lady in teh family.. Reach tere,slm nenek and all his aunt.. Hahaha wat reali touch ma heart its tat his nenek introduced me to his aunt tat im his tunang.. Hehehe sweet kn.. All hie family member lyke me to overnight tere but ma parent tk kasi sal sok keje pagi.. Hehehe.. So went hm at 12am,reach hm at 1am..

His pay dh masok beh he give his mom some of his pay.. Then he said tat his mom suruh save duit smp bile nk ajak anakdara org kuar je,suruh cpt get a talian.. Hahaha his family had put high hope on our relationship.. WILL IT LAST?? WONT HE PRAGAI LAGI?? Wat cn i do is lyke to serahkn pd takdir..

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