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Monday, March 31, 2008

Goin to werk soon!!!! 10am must be at buona vista!! I HATE IT SIA.. SOMEMORE it will be ma first dae werk.. How will it b sey?? Seriously i don feel lyke werkin.. I still had not enough rest sey after E damn stress werk of exam last mth.. I STILL WANNA ENJOY.. Cn i jus dont go? Hahahahahahahahahaha not mood to go werk sey.. Wat tyme should i wake up? How long the journey take?.. IF tmr i cnt stand the werk i tink i will back up frm it.. But how will i suppose to look for money to help ma babylov3 to achieve wat he want.. I JUS CNT AFFORD TO SEE HIM SUFFERIN ALONE.. Argh never MIND,go werk tink positive ok JANA!! GO WERK FOR THE SAKE OF THE CERT AND BABYLOV3.. 9 WEEK MAYB IT WILL B FAST.. TIME PASSES SO FAST I GUS.. WISH ME ALL THE BEST OK FRENZ!!!!

BABYLO3 IM SORIE ABT JUS NOW.. IM REALI SORIE DEAR! HOPE U FORGIVE ME!!! LOVE YA!! MUACKZ

Labels: i hate it

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Sunday, March 30, 2008

Tired!!! Tats the only werd tat IS on ma mind.. For 3 days been busy cleaning the house for yesterdae KENDURI.. As if i wan 2 get marry sia,everytin need to be change!! Hehehe.. the best part is tat TILL NOW im still tired.. PNAT PNAT AND PNAT.. For the past three day i only sleep for 3-2 hours ten wake up ard 10am.. Tu pon kene bgun,go pasar help mom with the hse and stuff.. Wanna go out wit ma babylov3,the ans NO frm ma parent.. Haiyo so jus stick ar at hm.. No choose.. Later when go out kene scoldin from mom.. Father ok tau cume mom je nanti bising...

KENDURI START AT 8 AND END AT 3AM.. Isk i mean last guest went hm at tat tyme.. The UNCLEZ stay late night to watch football and The AUNTZ all were sleepin at ma room.. Meanwhile tat tyme all were sleepin, i chat wit SHIRA.. Hehehe sometime its fun tau after a long period of tyme never mit,once mit there a alot of stories to share.. Hehehe.. I LYKE SKALI KLAU PART BUAL2 SAL "DIE",THE HOTSTUFF.. No one know abt it onli both of us.. JANZ N SHIRA.. Lucky ma aunt sblah ma father ada, they help me out wit the periuk and the dishes.. Tekejot sey bile kuar je dari bilik and wen to dapur semuanye dh clear.. HEHEHE SLAMAT SIKIT.. So mayb tis were b ma mom first n last cookin for over 80 ppl.. Actauli its was fun gettin all the famili member get together once in a while..

I MISSS MA BABYLOV3!!!! We hardly had tyme for each other and always fight over the fone everdae.. WHY IS THE PROBLEM ACTUALI? We also don know.. BUt althought wit the fightin I STILL LOVE AND B MISSING HIM... I mit him jus now and i was shocked,he actuali cut his hair.. CUTE AR DIE SKG.. DH JDI GOOD BOY DH BKN MAT REP LAGI.. Hehehe

Labels: Pnat but fun

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Thursday, March 27, 2008

HAPI 10 MTH SYG!!!!

Although there is a moment tat we are not together,our love is still strong!

I hope u LYKE THE PRESENT YA!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

JANA lup ZAHRIN!!! Muackz!!!!

Labels: 10 mth passsed so fast

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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Went to fara hse,ma pretty butterfly.. 2day was her birthdae so tot of giving her a suprise by goin to her hse and spend a little abit of time wit her since so long haven get to mit each other.. Hmm ilyas was one month plus but he looked lyke 1yr plus.. hehehe kus semangat tau tu bb.. Angkat je tangan lengoh.. But hes DAMN CUTE ar sey..Here are some photo taken at her hse.. I reali miss her sey..

Ilyas

JANZ N FARA

JANZ AND ILYAS

Ten we move to BUGIC wit ma babylov3..Walk2 sekali jumpe isha,v,izzi,daren,doubledee, and mickey..... Pe lagi i shout and give everyone of them a hug.. Miss them sey.. Miss the fun we used to have.. BUT I MISS MA SYG MOST SEY,WAWA... Wondering how is she ehk?? Hopefully fine.. IF U READ MA BLOG JUS WANNA LET U KNOW I MISS U SEY WAWA...

MA SYG,WAWA

Labels: Miss them

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Every relationship has its up n down.. But till now we are strong to face everytin in life.. Despite frm all the fightin and quarellin we still know we love each other so much... Everyone had its own attitude n character.. Im thankful to god tat he cn still tolerate wit me and ma atiitude.. It was ma mistake to jus lose ma temper.. Im reali sorry.. I hope tat i will change for a better in life.. I know tat used to sial but now i change jus for him.. Loving someone in life mean u are wiling to make tat someone happy,change for tat someone.. DEAR IM SORIE IF ALL THIS WHILE I ALWAYS MAKE U ANGRY.. I WANT U TO ENJOY UR LIFE WIT ME.. IM REALI2 SORIE.. I DON INTEND TO FIGHT WIT U ALWAYS BUT I HD A HOT TEMPER SO I HOPE U UNDERSTAND BUT I PROMISE TO CHANGED FOR U.. I cnt leave without u anymore.. As i sae i will cry if i lose u in ma life DEAR!! JANA LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!DON EVER LEAVE ME

ZAHRIN,kau saja yang ku syg..

Pernakah Aku mengguris perasaanmu?

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Berikan aku segenggam kepercayaan agar dapat kutitip menjadi sebuah harapan.

Biarkan aku lena dalam impian agar dapat ku tersenyum walaupon dalam khayalan. Himpunkanlah walau secebis kenangan,agar dapat Ku mengharap dan menanti dengan penuh kesetiaan!!

Labels: love ma babylove

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Monday, March 24, 2008

It been almost 2ys tat i last saw her.. Still remember the wave tat she hd given us,the smile and the tears.. It jus cant be forgotten.. JUS don know why suddenly i miss her so much!!! Sooo MUCH!! How will she been?? Preety as before or wat?? When the memory flash bck to my head,i will start crying.. Haiz when will i be seeing her again?? 2yrs had passed so fast till now we are still contactin wit each other.. Wat should i do to help her out wit a famili?? She hd been a patient PERSON to me.. Aku kagum dhn kesabaran nya..She had help me alot in any way.. JASA2 NYA TKKN DILUPA.. I cnt help myself frm cryin upon writin tis down.. Been wondering how is she doin right now without someone she loved most in her life... Yesterday was her birthdae n her loved ones is not wit her.. IM SO SORRY TAT I CNT BE WIT HER.. Hopefully i cn mit her soon!!! Till now ma prayer for her is still strong..

Labels: HAPPY belated BIRTHDAE

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ZAHRIN(RAFELL)

Hes the one who make ma life complete..

Hes the one tat show me the meaning of love..

Hes the one tat i crazy for..

Hes the one tat i share ma problem wit..

Hes the one tat i need..

Thks dear for everytin.. Till now we are still strong after the problem we went through together..Plz don ever hurt me!! Enough wat i been through before.. I jus a simple gerl looking for a sincere relationship.. Thks danielle tat i get to know u.. Thinkin back about the past, sometime make me laugh,smile and cry by myself.. The joy n the pain i used to get frm u.. Hope right now u hd change for the better.. Ma love for u will still BE strong as before!!

Labels: MUACKZ

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Sunday, March 23, 2008

Yesterdae went SENTOSA wit ma couzin and AUNT YOS.We are required to mit at 10am but Aunt Yos change the time at 11am.. But gus she arrive at wat tyme?? 2pm ar sey.. Hehe nie aru dikatekn janji mlayu.. While waitin for her,we are told to buy some snack n drinks and ten straight go to SENTOSA.Wait for her there.. PAHLAWAN BEACH tat we went..Tis is wat we pLAy,soccer and kite.. Despite of the heavy rain,we continue wit the game.. Ten move on to the bridge take a snap of photo ten lastly process to THE LUGE N SKYRIDE.. For the skyride,it was damn fun but scaring at the same time.. Sat wit ANNA & BB.. ALAMAK SEMUANYE PENAKOT DUDUK SATU SEAT,PE LAGI TEPEKIK AR SATU2.. As for the luge.. ONE IS NEVER ENOUGH!!! YEAH!!! wanna go again sey... It was damn syok ar sey.. Aunt yos n the rest continue wit a movie but damn tired so i went hm straight BUT BEFORE tat had dinner wit ma BABAYLOV3.. But i reali sorie it was jus a KFC MEAL.

Us on ecalator

TICKET COUNTER

WAITIN FOR THE TRAIN

WALKING TO PAHLAWAN

JANZ & ANNA

NICE POSE FOR THE CAMERA

A PICNIC

PLAYING KITE

WAITING FOR THE GAME

AFTER SOCCER

SKYRIDE

THE LUGE

Labels: Tired

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Friday, March 21, 2008

Wake up at 4pm due to yesterdae slept at abt 6am..Actuali 2dy i ned to accompany both ma parent,but ten i stay at home cause was to tired to go n I MISS MA BABYLOV3 SO MUCH.. Asked ma babylov3 to come and accompany me to have dinner outside..Planned tat 2dy till sunday we are not suppose to mit BUT i asked him down.. I cnt afford not to see him a quite some time.. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.. TAKOT SEY DIAMBIL ORG PLAK KLAU KITE DISINI TKDE WAKTU UTK DIE.. I CNT AFFORD TO LOSE HIM TATS WHY? I WILL CRY IF I LOSE HIM IN MY LIFE!!!! THKS DEAR FOR THE TIME!! LOVE YA!! MUACKZ!!

A MEAL WE HAD AT KFC!

Labels: LOVE HIM, THKS DEAR

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Thursday, March 20, 2008

Went for ma second interview 2dy at BOON KENG.. Accompany by BABYLOV3..The werk seem fun..As customer service handling admin werk,consultant customer..Hmmm it is a new job for me.. Finish interview at 3pm.. Went to VIVO.. Reach VIVO BABYLOV3 complain hungry so do i.. SO we grab something to eat first before we had our proper meal at FAR EAST.. Walk ard vivo not even 1hr we ned to move on our journey to FAR EAST due to ayah msg me to be hm by maghrib(730pm)..Don know why..Cnt afford to get scoldin 4rm them we had to cut our window shopin time shorter..Ate at FAR EAST PLAZA(puncak). I order laksa while BABYLOV3 order hor fun.. Had our meal and we chill outside FAREAST PLAZA thinkin where should we move on wit the time leave.. At tat point it was abt 545pm.. Id plan to jus chilled out at ESP.. So.....

We ended up at CLARKE QUARY..Due to change of plan.. THKS TO ME.. HEHEHE..First the plan was to chill along the riverside but when BABYLOV3 looked at his watch it was abt 615pm so think tat it was not enough time for us to b hm in time..SOO we jus chill at the carpark.. Gus wat we do... Hahahahahahha camera on stand by... 1... 2... 3... SMILE...

BABYLOV3 AND OUR BABY

ME AND OUR BABY

Me in different pose.. Kill time!!

Reach hm and we saw a few of civil defence car n stuff.. First i tot tat someone who lyke to kill themselve tats why civil defence were to be seen.. But ma tot was wrong,it was someone hse has broke down into fire.. ALAMAK IT WAS DAMN TEROK SIA..

FIRE FIGHTER IN ACTION

THE HSE TAT BURN DOWN INTO FIRE

Reach hm,mom was outside ironin some baju.. And she asked to accompany her to go to the mosque for SYARAHAN.. So get change to this outfit!! WIT TUDUNG.. Required to waer tudung due to place held.. Uncle Nordin send us there.. ALot of ppl attending tat SYARAHAN.. Ustaz for tat specch was reali attract ma attention in listenin to him.. It was fun although ma butt was cramp.. Hehehe the moral of the speech is tat NO ONE IN THIS WORLD BELONG TO ANYONE BUT WE BELONG TO ONLY ONE!! TAT IS ALLAH!!! Tats alot of storie tat i hd learn frm the SYARAHAN..

BABYLOV3 IM SORIE YA FOR NOT SPENDIN ALOT OF TIME WIT U.. I HOPE YOU WOULD GET ANGRY K.. I WILL MAKE IT UP 2 U.. LOVE YA!!!!! MUACK!!!!!

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Went to EAS COAST PARK wit ma nottie butterfly n her love plus ma babyLOV3.. Hehehe.. Mit zimah half way through the journey at bus 13.. It was such a sunny day when i went out frm ma hse.. But the cloud was about to change when we are on the way there.. But it seem funny to me.. Half was dark n another half side was hot.. Hmm wat will it be ?? SUNNY DAY OR RAINNY DAY?? While waitin for ma BABYLOV3 to arrive, me,zimah and rizal set up the tent.. Tis is the outcome of the tent.. Before tat we brought some stuff to eat.. Zimah bake a pizza, Rizal brought along some bread chocolate n jam bread and i brought a bread and 2 tin of tuna.. And ma babylov3 jus bought 1 big bottle of ICE LEMON TEA!! Hehehe before he went to east coast park to join us,he was required to go for a check up.. He told me tat he need to go for xray for 3 time .. Hehehe.. gus wat i sae to him.. U terlalu slim sgt sey bab tu nk kene xray 3 time.. Hehehe..Sorie dear..

Our outcome of the tent

Me & Babylov3

Zimah n her Lov3

When boredness strikes me

IT was raining heavily so i wear babylov3 aju.. HEHEHE so swit of him to sae U PAKAI AJU I NANTI U SAKT PLAK KESEJUKKN.. hehehe Swit kn.. Tpi kecian plak u was topless.. Jahat ehk aku tpi pe nk buat tkleh thn COLD SEY!! AND 4 of us sit in the tent to keep ourself dry frm the rain.. It was raining heavily until zimah n rizal felt asleep but me n babylov3 cnt sleep cause of ma attitude.. Hehehe sori syg.. I knew ma atitude slut..Im not tat romantic gerl.. I will try and change ya ma idiotic attitude.. JUS FOR YOU!! At abt 5plus when there is no more rain,we pack our stuff and leave home.. Scared that the rain will come bck again!!It was a great day having fun although it was raining..

Labels: Have fun

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Today i whole day at home.. Helping mom to clear all her stuff in her room.. Boring but at the same tyme fun cause one whole day wit ma famili.. But at night i was required to go to ma aunt hse at punggol.. To send some stuff to aunt su.. WENT THERE WIT MA BABYLOV3..

Here are some pic taken at AUNT WATI hse..

Dina and BABYLOV3

DINA WAITIN FOR AUNT SU OUTSIDE THE DOOR

Went hm and he went through sengkang road where the BITCH stay... ARGH!!!!! why sia it remind me of her!! I HATE HER TOO THE CORE SIA!!!! SHE IS VERY CHEAP SLUT TAT I EVER MIT !!!!! THKS TO HER TAT I LOSE SOMEONE TAT I REALI LOVE AT TAT MOMENT.. NOW I LOSE MA TRUST TO GERL LYKE HER!!! HOPE U,BITCH CHANGE UR ATTITUDE.. With tis attitude i gus will come to no end and make ppl hate u more !!!! THKS FOR LETTIN ME KNOW YOU!!! WHY MUST YOU DO TIS TO ME???? LIE TO ME PLAY BEHIND MA BACK!!! WHY?? YOUR AGE IS THE SAME AS MA YOUNGER SISTER!!! WHY CNT U BEHAVE LYKE ONE?? BDAK2 SKG DH PANDAI AR !!!! HANYUT!!!! DAK2 NK STEP KAKAK!!! STOP IT SEY !!! 662662!!! PANDAI TEKE AR SAPE TU POMPAN YG AKU MAKSUD KN.. BEAR TAT IN MIND K GERL IF U READ TIS !!!

Labels: I HATE HER OK

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